2 year Anniversary - jouney to the otherside / Melanie Palazzolo (Love of my Life!! )
Dear "Jason the Neck",
May 12th is coming up real fast! I can't believe that it has been so long! I miss you like dry earth misses the rain. We are spreading your ashes just like you wanted at Clearwater Beach. Sorry, but I'm not going to swim out of the sandbar where you used to collect sand dollars for the tourists. I miss your beautiful smile, your wicked sense of humor, but most of all I miss snuggling with you. You are always on my mind. I know I have said it before, but I love you so much and hope that you are out there somewhere getting to see how great and beautiful your daughter has become. I feel in my heart that we made a breathtakingly perfect daughter that is destined to do wonderful things. Until we meet again!
Love and Miss you always and forever!!
Melanie and Nicole
The kindness of Jason / Jeanne Weeks (Mom) We had Jason for almost 29 years and have some good memories of him. He had his problems as we all do. And ours are not all identical. Jason had a beautiful personality and probably had more friends than any of the rest of us. He had a sense of humor that was second to none and could pull it off with a straight face. I think he enjoyed watching people’s faces to see when they ‘got it’.
Kindness towards children; watching over the kids in the neighborhood and his nieces and nephews. He especially kept an eye on Daniel, a handicapped boy that lived across the street. Daniel had a single mom and he did not have the capacity to reason before making choices. Jason could threaten to report him to his mom and explain the consequences of his choices.
When Jason died I got a card that did not have the stamp cancelled and the return address was on my street. It was a lady I did not know but Jason did. She wrote that he always checked on her when we had a storm and brought her candles when her power went out. He also extended her an invitation to stay at our house.
One day a man in a pickup had lost a load of plywood in the middle of US19. Cars were going around the plywood, truck and the crippled man that had gotten out of the truck. As soon as Jason started helping the man another person stopped to help. That was one of Jason’s gifts; to immediately detect a solution to another’s needs.
I remember the woman at his memorial service that gave me a stuffed toy that Jason had given to her because she was depressed and having a bad day. It has been put away and one day I will give it to his daughter and tell her that Daddy was a kind, compassionate person that loved her and others very much.
Yes, he indulged in risky behavior. Was that because he was depressed and he kept it to himself? Or maybe he had fears he did not express. Perhaps, he started self-medicating to accomplish what the ‘professionals’ did not. Or maybe he wanted to experience as much as possible in his short time on earth.
He sure packed a lot of living in 28 years. And he packed a lot of traveling in his young life. I could go on and on with stories and I will over time. If in reading this, it reminds you of his kindness or compassion, I would like you to share it, so Nicole can read it one day.
Jason, in loving memory of such a super human being.... / Eric Binder (Friend and his angel. ) To the Weeks, Beggs, friends, daughter, girlfriend, mother, brother, dad, and all concerned in this superb young mans short but meaningful life. This is Eric Binder, alot of people have the wrong impression of me due to the fact that they really didn't know me as well as they perceived me to be. Jason and I go back a heck of alot of good years together as extremelly close friends, despite popular belief??? I want everyone to know Jason Allan Beggs is most definatelly in a much better place than we are. And that statement will always and forever be negotiable!!!!! Sure Jason and I had some trying times, but? Anyway, being Jasons friend I pretty much had to go unrevealed. Why? What made Eric Binder so bad. Mr. Jason Allan Beggs will always be in my heart and soul in loving memory of a true TROOPER!!!! My mom, authority figures, Jason[s friends, etc know the real me. I'm giving, kind hearted, respectful, and furthermore would have jumped in front of a fast moving locomotive for Jay's benefit.. People in life the worlds most renowned Psychologists and Psychiatrists will back me up.. PEOPLE ONLY SEE WHAT AND WANT TO BELIEVE AS FAR AS JUDGEMENT CALLS, i.e. FIRST IMPRESSIONS, what they hear through word of mouth, and the like. People in GENERAL always remember the negatives in peoples Psyche.. Why is this. Nobody really knows the truth do they? NO! Hatred and resentment are from the devil, but not from Jesus Christ. I'm a very spiritual person, again undercover angel psychologically speaking... I miss Jason A. Beggs so bad, I can not tell you in a million words how I mourn my loss by thinking and crying at night to myself.. We all indeed see the good in Jason, the bad doesn't amount to a hill of beans, it really doesn't! I think he is laid to rest where he needs to be laid to rest. IN HEAVEN. . Jason is Jason, Eric is Eric, Melanie is Melanie, and so forth. We all did wrong things in life, but it's a literall crying shame a 29 year old male is out of everyones presence on Earth for now. , . I could honestlly say he was in fact extremelly spiritual in general nature. He hid that though, and he hid it well. We could only be guessing if we try to figure all that stuff out. , Jasons spirit never broke. I still and always will admire him always for that.. Please don't get me wrong I love Jason like I love my own brother, and all concerned have my true condolences.. Believe me you.. The case is closed, allow closure, and our wonderful lord and savior will and shall take over...The meek shall inherit the Earth so the good books says. That would be the best inheritance left to Jason, because he truly is a remarkable human being!!! SINCERELY... ERic Binder. I am extremelly sorry for your serious loss. Much respect..
Nicole is always thinking of you / Melanie Palazzolo (mother of his child )
Your daughter plays with the toys that you gave her a lot. I don't even tell her that they are the toys you gave her until she asks me too. She also started doing this sign language thing that means I love you and says that you taught it to her. I am glad that you are watching over her. It gives me great comfort knowing that even though you are not physically here, you will always be with her. When I show her a picture of you she gets so excited and says that's my Daddy. He is in heaven, but sometimes thinks that she sees you on TV. Thanks for the beautiful gift that you gave me to share with the world.
I was just thinking of you and that beach Clearwater! I know it was your favorite place and now that I think about it, it is my favorite beach too! because of our memorys. I remember you took me out. way out and i was freaking out. you told me not to worry. I was worrying but knew you would take care of me! I remember when you collasped scott and shelleys pool. You would take me where ever i wanted. I remember how you would wake up one morning and tell me what you were gonna do or where you were gonna go that day! I remember that movie amalie and how you used to watch it over and over. You used to make me laugh by saying "amalie my angel". I remember one time when you were sleeping one night and i painted you nail pink and when you woke up, you would act really mad but you'd start laughing. I will never ever forget about my Uncle Jason! I know I will see you again. I love You!
-WeeN
My little brother / Gus (Brother) How fast time has gone since mom brought you home from the hospital and introduced me to my little brother, you were our little jay bird. How you rode upon my shoulders everywhere we went, I remember the first movie I ever took you to and how tight you held onto me when you got scared. I remember the first time I took you swimming and how you cried when I told you it was time to go. When I use to lay you down at night to go to bed and had to wait till you went to sleep to get up. I remember how frustrated I would become when you would get stoned and your demons lashed out at everyone around you. I remember our road trip to california and how I took you into that bar in 29 palms to meet some marines that just returned from Iraq and you had everyone singing and dancing. I remember our last good bye. I remember how you told me one night that you wished you could be more like me, the truth of it all is.....little brother...I wish I could be more like you, so care free, so stress free, finding humor in anything life threw at you. At my lowest point in my life you came to me in Idaho and let me know everything would be okay...you fill my thoughts everyday. I love you and know one day we will be singing and dancing together again- brothers forever, GUS
Missing you during the holidays / Melanie I have been thinking a lot about you everyday. It is really hard to try to explain to your daughter where you are and she still doesn't really understand, but I am sure to tell here that you are up in heaven and watching over her. I really wish that you could be here to share the holidays with her. She is really going to miss out on that special something that you have, which always made me smile. I hope that you will watch over her and always keep her safe like you tried so hard to do while you were here. Thanks for giving a part of yourself to me, which I will never forget. I will always make sure that Nicole knows how much you loved her and will never let her forget the wonderful person that you tried to be.
Some of Jason's friends and family have discussed a memorial tattoo. It has been decided to have a dolphin with a bowler hat. If anyone would like to submit a drawing email me at Sites75@aol.com or call 727-847-0377. I intend to have a tattoo artist available soon at a reasonable cost. Watch this site for a chosen drawing and info soon.
to add your memories or pictures / Karen Strawn (Friend)
This site is entirely about Jason. If you have anything you want to add (photos , stories , memories) please do so. Jason was very well liked by everyone who knew him. Please fell free to add anything or to light a candle for him.
So Very Sorry for Your Loss / Melissa Eiler (Visitor~Daughter of Irwin & Renee Eiler )Read >>
So Very Sorry for Your Loss / Melissa Eiler (Visitor~Daughter of Irwin & Renee Eiler )
We miss you / Angela (Niece)
I'm sorry I didn't get to say good-bye to you. In fact, we hadn't spoken for a while having been on opposite coasts. But I do remember many good times with you, like when you "kidnapped" me and took me to Tarpon Springs on my birthday. You made me feel so special that day, and I'll never forget your carefree, wondrous spirit. Thank you for making me laugh and helping me learn to take myself a little less seriously. You're in my thoughts. Love, Angela Close
i miss you alot! / Christina Albert (niece)Read >>
i miss you alot! / Christina Albert (niece)
Come back!!!!! i miss you alot, i miss how you would always make me laugh! tell me jokes, always help granma out with the easter events. take us kids for walks while grandma was hiding the easter eggs. i will always remember you shirt you always used to wear. That one that said shamrock and roll. Next time i go to florida i will go to clear water beach and spend hours there thinking of you. I wish i could have seen you one more time. to tell you i will always love you.
Little things you used to say / Anonymous
I never knew why it was so important to you for me to learn how to be by myself. Now I finally realize why. I guess you always knew somewhere deep inside that someday you were not going to be here. It has been really hard for me and I have slipped up a time or two, but I am finally starting to get it. Now that I don't have you to fall back on when I have big problem and when things are not going my way, I finally am learning the lesson that you were trying to teach me all along and I have you to thank for that. I am breaking my circle that always sends me back to the same place and it really feels good to be independent. Don't get me wrong I still need some help along the way, but I know that in the end I only have myself to fall back on and can not depend on anyone else 100%. I am doing things on my own and it feels great!! Thank you so much Jason. I will always love you and like I told you before you have taught me so much even when you weren't being the nicest person in the world I have learned a lot of life's lessons due to the rocky relationship that we once had. Only we understood the strange and unusual up and down relationship that we had that no one will ever compare to or replace. Close
jason jason jason / Mark Langston (friend/neighbor)
so this is the place where i write down what jason beggs meant to me.well jason was something else. i moved into a lil 2 bed room apartment and sooner than i told my girl that it was a quiet neighborhood, here came my neighbor out of what looked to be an attic only he wasnt climbin down the stairs he came down a tree and went right up and introduced himself. We got along from there.i hit a very sad part in my life and due to my drug problems i went to jail and jason was the only one who would accept my calls. he was always there and new port richey isnt the same without him. see ya there jason Close
Everywhere you go somebody there knew "Jason Beggs". Yet everyone knew a different Jason. Some knew the Jason who was quiet and laid back. Others knew the "get-up-and-go" Jason. No matter what he was doing if you showed up and said hay wanna go here,he would drop what he was doing and say 'Yeah,okay,lets go" Some knew the Jason who had many stories to tell of all the different things he had done or places he had gone, even if it was just right up the road. He made everything fun. No matter which side of Jason any of us knew he was always right there ready to help anyone who needed it and he would do anything he could for you. To know Jason was to love Jason. He was just such an amazing person. People say there is nobody like him. But there really is NOBODY like him. He was totally one of a kind. I have sat back many times and thought to myself ,"if i had only told jason this or if i had only told him that' But you know I have come to the conclusion Jason knew what it was that i should have told him. He was a very smart person and he was able to pick up on others feelings and emotions. So if there was something you felt you should have said or something you should have done. Don't worry because he knew. I really miss Jason. It seems like the more time that passes the more I miss him. But I know that he is still here with all of us. I miss you jason and I think of you all the time
I miss you and think of you everyday! / Melanie Palazzolo (girlfriend)Read >>
I miss you and think of you everyday! / Melanie Palazzolo (girlfriend)
Every morning that I wake up I see your face in my mind. I know we did a lot of hurtful things to eachother, but in the end you were my best friend and will never be replaced. I will make sure that our daughter knows all the good things about you and won't ever let her forget where she comes from. I see you in her and that is a wonderful gift that you gave to me and I am so thankful for that.
Tributes and Condolences
i miss you alot, i miss how you would always make me laugh! tell me jokes, always help granma out with the easter events. take us kids for walks while grandma was hiding the easter eggs. i will always remember you shirt you always used to wear. That one that said shamrock and roll. Next time i go to florida i will go to clear water beach and spend hours there thinking of you. I wish i could have seen you one more time. to tell you i will always love you. 
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